Week 2:
8-25-14
Fear is one thing that can disable us from accomplishing our
dreams, goals, visions, etc. I remember when I was making the decision to move
out here my friend Glenda told me that what determines a successful person and
one that is not, it all depends on the gut check. When it’s time to jump some
do not take that risk because fear creeps in.
“Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not
be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you
wherever you go.” Joshua 1:9
I shared with them that I had many fears in coming to
Guatemala; leaving my family, my job of 10 years, my belongings, etc., but that
I knew that God had a plan and that He would be with me.
Earlier tonight as I helped with two of the little girls to bed I had a small moment of awe and fear. Seeing
them there not wanting to lay in their new toddler beds and somehow convincing
them to lay down in order to have a good night story be told, I realized
something that I have thought of before, but this time it had a different
meaning. These children are so vulnerable and just what the minister said this
past Sunday, teaching them to love and trust in God starts as soon as they are
born by praying with them. What a big
responsibility God has entrusted me with by having me here. There’s so much to
do and so much that needs to be given, but I keep asking God to use me as His
tool to minister and love the children here.